PLAYBOY
Translated by Holly James
I see all her beauty, I see the beauty of women. I see my own body, new. I tell myself there are so many things that are possible.
First published in France in 2018, Playboy is the first volume of Constance Debré’s renowned debut trilogy that describes her decision, at age forty-three, to abandon her marriage, her legal career, and her bourgeois Parisian life to become a lesbian and a writer.
The novel unfolds in a series of short, sharp vignettes. The narrator’s descriptions of her first female lovers—a married woman fifteen years older than her, a model ten years her junior—are punctuated by encounters with her ex-husband, her father, and her son.
As Debré recently told Granta: “It was a bit like Saint Augustine and his conversion. In the same week, I had sex with a girl and I had the feeling that I could write. I had this incredible feeling that I could catch things, that life was there to be caught.”
Looking at the world through fresh eyes, the narrator of Playboy questions everything that once lay beneath the surface of her well-managed life. Laconic, aggressive, and radically truthful, she examines gender and marriage, selfishness and sacrifice, money and family, even the privilege inherent in her downward mobility.
Writing her way toward her own liberation, Debré chronicles the process that made her one of the most brilliant, important French writers today.
“Debré’s voice recalls that of someone like Henry Miller, cool but virile. Yet, unlike Miller’s, which at this point scans as cliché, Debre’s machismo subverts.”
—Gracie Hadland, Los Angeles Review of Books
“Debré tore up the rule book of French writing with a bestselling trilogy based on the dramatic turn her life took after she came out. The darkly comic, first-person account is interwoven with scenes of her ‘taking an automatic rifle’ to her bourgeois life.”
—Angelique Chrisafis, the Guardian
“Playboy is ruthless in its depiction of social conventions: romance, family, career, stability. Yet there is immense relief in Debré's refusal to be consoled by the world, a glimmer—which grows stronger in the later novels, Love Me Tender and Name—of the possibility for something else.”
—Hannah Tennant-Moore, The New York Times
“I find Debré's exquisite achievement not to reside in the realm of advice or guides for living. It's in that cold sliver of voice, conducting electricity at a high voltage, sending the occasional shower of sparks off the page.”
—Christine Smallwood, Bookforum
“You cannot be neutral reading Playboy; every page compels the projection of the reader's own class, raising to the surface all the percolating bitterness we feel for what we've had or haven't.”
—Estelle Hoy, Spike
“If Debré's novels were monotonously cynical or grim they would be far less pleasurable to read. They are brutal, but they are also something more—and that is very, very funny.”
—Anahid Nersessian, The New York Review of Books
Paperback, 168 pp.
Published April 9, 2024